reunion with ghee

these pictures are long overdue for posting. since i don't have a digicam, i had to wait for my friend to upload the pics first. thanks yoshie for the upload! hehehe... so here are some of the pictures. enjoy!

demoralized

i am in a state of limbo. a feeling of nausea engulfs me. if only i can shut off my senses and pretend i am not affected, i am sure i already did. but i feel otherwise. i can feel the chaos all over deeply penetrating into my senses. i've been trying so hard to shake it off, unfortunately, it sticks like a superglue and does not have any plans of leaving soon. i've been trying so hard that i finally i've reached the end of my line. my final button had been pushed and i have made my decision. i am leaving soon who knows when but for sure i will.

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