i don't feel like working anymore. if only i have a choice.

down, up, up, down...

i don't feel well since yesterday. my work performance had been dropping for a few months now and the bosses are noticing me more than before. if only there is something i can do for my sales to peak up again. for all they know, i already did all the possible things there is. hay...

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i feel a little envious with those people who are able to enjoy their own money...

happy birthday to me

birthday ko na. nothing exceptional is going to happen later. as usual, i need to go to work. its been 3 decades and a year. still nothing expectacular to talk about. the same old boring me only older and i hope wiser. i am not even excited about this day. i think i am just getting tired of my monotonous life. hahaha... don't mind me. ganito ata talaga pag tumatanda na. nagiging melodramatic o baka epekto lang ng mga korean movies na kinaka-adikan ko lately. hahaha... anyway, i am looking forward for a good year. 2009's been a really good year so i hope 2010 will be better. birthday wish ko pala... sana may magregalo ng free trip to hongkong o thailand o south korea sa akin. hahaha! wishful thinking lang po. time to sleep. magandang umaga! :D