Wednesday, January 16, 2008

last day

kahapon, sinabihan kami na pwede na kaming di pumasok til feb 15. the company's going to declare bankcruptcy on the said date and we are closing. ang konsuwelo na lang namin e, may sweldo pa kami til feb 15. di pa kasama ung separation pay.

nakakalungkot kasi matagal din akong nagtrabaho dun sa kumpanyang un. malungkot... kse ung mga taong naging malapit sa'yo hindi mo na makikita, ka-text na lang... kse panibagong pakikisama na naman sa bago mong pagtatrabahuhan... kse wala nang petiks mode... kse wala nang libreng unlimited internet browsing at video streaming... kse wala nang libreng online games...

i'm sure maninibago ako ng todo. lalo na sa trabaho. masyado na kseng naging second nature sa aking ung trabaho ko. kahit na sabihin nilang boring para sa aking eto pa rin ang pinamasaya, pinakamadaling naging trabaho ko. sobrang convenient pa ng schedule. 12 hours per day, 3 times a week. bongga di ba?! kahit hindi masyadong bongga ang sweldo ko dito e ok pa rin naman kse di patayan ang trabaho. mababait pati ung mga supervisors namin though, ung iba e ok lang. :D pero ganun talaga ang buhay e kailangang magmove on.

too bad, some good things never last. i will surely miss the people i have worked with, especially the friends i made.

good luck sa job hunting sa ating lahat. :)

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

weirdo

i forgot to thank all of my friends who remembered and exerted quite an effort to greet me on my birthday. thanks for reminding me that another year has been added to my life span. hehehe...

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previously, i blogged about the weird emotions i am going through. due to unknown reason, i felt sad on the day of my birthday. and i am afraid that this it has no intention of leaving me sooner. since the year started, i know something is wrong with me. i feel so down on new year's eve. i thought it was just because i caught colds. however, the sad feeling still remains and unfortunately continuing. lately, a sudden feeling of sadness envelopes me whenever my brain is not occupied with something. i am alarmed by the situation because i never felt this way before. that is, feeling sad with no particular reason. isn't it weird?! or crazy perhaps?! however, i tried thinking of any reasons i might be feeling this way, i just can't find the answers.

last thursday night, i had a dream. all i can remember was i was crying. the reason, i don't remember. when i woke up, i found tears in my eyes. i actually cried while i was asleep.

this makes me think, ganito ba talaga pag tumatanda na? samut-saring emosyon ang nararamdaman mo?! hay.


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kahit ganito ang buhay at medyo nakakaloka e, may bago na naman akong kinalolokohan. as usual korean nobela na naman. hindi ko alam kung ano meron ang mga drama series na ito at na-aadik ako. siguro dahil na rin sa kakaiba nilang mga kuwento o dahil nagsawa na rin ako sa paikot-ikot na kwento mga teleserye sa lokal TV. dahil na rin siguro madalas e, nakakarelate ako sa mga karakter ng istorya nila.


first few episodes pa lng ng coffee prince ang napalabas sa gma7 pero natapos ko na syang panoorin sa internet. medyo mahirap nga lang manood na nagbabasa ng english subtitles na madalas e kulang ung translation kaya kahit natapos ko nang panoorin e sinusubaybayan ko pa rin sa lokal TV. highly recommended ko ang coffee prince hindi dahil paborito ko si eun hye na bida rin sa princess hours. the storyline is not the typical ones you have watched. i'm sure you kids will like it too. :)

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

not so happy birthday

i celebrated my 29th birthday last january 6. i was supposed to be happy, right?! because it was my birthday. it just felt weird because i felt otherwise. i dunno why. that was the first time i felt odd during my birthday. haay. ganun ata talaga pag tumatanda na. tsktsktsk. :)