Monday, March 30, 2009

happy thoughts

i am not sure whether this can be considered a happy thought because all the photos i posted below are quite a frustration but makes me strive hard to get them. so look below to find out... hehehe...


nikon d90
nikkor 18-200 VR lens
50mm prime lens f/1.4

speedlight SB-800

my happiness... haay...

Sunday, March 22, 2009

stressed

it's been a long time since my last post. i've been busy coping up with stress lately.

the roller coaster ride of emotions since the start of this month is indescribable. i am just waiting for the day that they will tell me "you are no longer needed here so leave now."

The hard work somehow is not worth it because it will not be recognized and appreciated anyway. i must admit,
i am slowly giving in to this evil. to be honest, i dunno where it will take me. God speed.

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

casualty

we just had another casualty today. who will be next? it is for us to find out.

axed

def: In television, cancellation (known as axing in Australia and the United Kingdom) refers to the termination of a program by the network, typically ...

go figure out what happened.

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i lost some friends again from work yesterday. sad is all i can define what i am feeling right now. they are my buddies. we stuck with each other for 3 months. unfortunately, on the forth month, 2 has to go. i am the last man standing but until when? hay.