last july 6, marked the 2nd year of my trip to the OR (operating room). yep, i had a lumpectomy of my left breast two years ago. and i can still vividly recall what transpired during my three day stay in the medical city.
i can still remember how nervous i was but was trying so hard to keep my composure because i dont want my mom to panic. it was still fresh on my mind how i pitied my mom because she does not want to leave my side when it was time for me to get into the operating room and she does not have anywhere to stay but go back to my room all alone. i can still remember how she narrated that she had a hard time going back to my room because she does not have anyone with her and the fact that she is bad with directions. during that time, i felt so helpless because i cannot do anything. for some obvious reason, i am the one lying on the hospital bed. though, it was just a minor surgery, i still had a hard time walking because it hurts whenever i move. i was also the one who settled my hospital bill before i was discharged. that is how my mom depends on me... just like how i depend on her when i was still young. til now whenever i recall that moment, i can still feel my eyes get wet. yeah, sobrang naawa ako sa mga sarili namin. i realized that it was just the two of us and no one else so i have to be strong for my mom. enough of that sob story... let's move on to my next story.
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abba and i watched transformers last thursday... and of course, we pigged out... hehehe... just like what we do whenever we go out. btw, this is the first time we watched a movie together.
the movie was nice. the effects are good. it was the first time i see 3d robots doing a jet lee stunt. yup, robots spining in mid air while in a fight scene. hehehe... overall the movie is good. it seems like it will have a sequel. :)
ohh, i have to correct myself. the movie is awesome. hehehe... but wait, i am just wondering why bumblebee was not a beetle there when i can still remember watching a clip which was supposedly for that movie where a beetle is transforming into a robot???!!!! hmmm...
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i had a bad dream last night. someone from my family fell from a high flat form. all i remember was the blood on the floor. i dont even know if that person died but considering how high the flatform is suspended from the ground i doubt if it is still possible to be alive. and what hurts more is the fact that that person was arguing with me when that happened. i was so frightened. i just dunno why i suddenly dreamt of that. freaky.
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new sched started today. i hope this works for me. :)
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birthday greetings to those peeps i forgot to greet. my apologies.
i can still remember how nervous i was but was trying so hard to keep my composure because i dont want my mom to panic. it was still fresh on my mind how i pitied my mom because she does not want to leave my side when it was time for me to get into the operating room and she does not have anywhere to stay but go back to my room all alone. i can still remember how she narrated that she had a hard time going back to my room because she does not have anyone with her and the fact that she is bad with directions. during that time, i felt so helpless because i cannot do anything. for some obvious reason, i am the one lying on the hospital bed. though, it was just a minor surgery, i still had a hard time walking because it hurts whenever i move. i was also the one who settled my hospital bill before i was discharged. that is how my mom depends on me... just like how i depend on her when i was still young. til now whenever i recall that moment, i can still feel my eyes get wet. yeah, sobrang naawa ako sa mga sarili namin. i realized that it was just the two of us and no one else so i have to be strong for my mom. enough of that sob story... let's move on to my next story.
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abba and i watched transformers last thursday... and of course, we pigged out... hehehe... just like what we do whenever we go out. btw, this is the first time we watched a movie together.
the movie was nice. the effects are good. it was the first time i see 3d robots doing a jet lee stunt. yup, robots spining in mid air while in a fight scene. hehehe... overall the movie is good. it seems like it will have a sequel. :)
ohh, i have to correct myself. the movie is awesome. hehehe... but wait, i am just wondering why bumblebee was not a beetle there when i can still remember watching a clip which was supposedly for that movie where a beetle is transforming into a robot???!!!! hmmm...
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i had a bad dream last night. someone from my family fell from a high flat form. all i remember was the blood on the floor. i dont even know if that person died but considering how high the flatform is suspended from the ground i doubt if it is still possible to be alive. and what hurts more is the fact that that person was arguing with me when that happened. i was so frightened. i just dunno why i suddenly dreamt of that. freaky.
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new sched started today. i hope this works for me. :)
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birthday greetings to those peeps i forgot to greet. my apologies.
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