days

day 1

in extreme of the following
frustrated
disappointed
displeased
furious
illogical
in denial
agitated
irate
to anyone in particular???
nah... life just sucks


day 2

a level lower in intensity
of all of the above
diversion


day 3

realization
probabilities
but still can't shake the thought off

day 4

logical
understanding


day5

fear
helplessness
acceptance


i don't have any choice... as always.